Yesterday was horrible. I hated every second of it - I ate barely anything as there was nothing I wanted, I was "on the run" most of the day so not in a position to pack the very few meals that are acceptable, and I am sick to death of protein shakes and bloody brazil nuts. I am not craving anything, I just feel hungry and bored and extremely irritable.
MB is being very sweet and patient with me - it must be frustrating for him hearing me complaining constantly but I am trying, I really am. The initial "this is great" is now firmly in the past, I hate it.
If I'm honest, when this little experiment is over (which frankly looks like it will be earlier than I had originally anticipated) there are elements that I will take forward as a lifestyle change. I will not be having carbs with every meal (I haven’t actually missed them that much) and I will certainly eat more protein. I will be making better use of beans and pulses, which I have quite enjoyed (just not three times a day) and I will continue with the increased intake of vegetables and salads, which has been nice rather than always having pasta and rice accompaniments.
I am not going to weigh myself now until the weekend as I am having such a bad week if I get on the scales and there is no movement I will most certainly quit as this is no fun and if it is not working then there is no point.
BTW - breakfast this morning - boiled egg. Gipping.
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